simply exotic

natural aphrodisiac: eating with your eyes closed.

don't forget to breathe

at this moment, everything feels perfect -- whatever that really is.

Crystal Ball

i think most people try to "protect" themselves by being self-centered & narcissistic, when really they're just creating a shell, locking everyone out & allowing no one but themselves inside. how is that living?

either way.. it's a glass seal that everyone, including you, can see right through. a clear barrier that reveals all, hides nothing, but blocks all interactions, creating a sphere surround you you perceive as "your world".

Thing is, we're all on the same boat. Everyone can see, feel, sense everything. You can't hide shit.

Debauchery

Debauchery: excessive indulgence in sensual pleasures; sensation from duty, allegiance, or virtue.

make sweet love.
hip thrust. pussy pop. titty bounce.
no regrets. hold nothing back.

let your guard down. let emotion flood your thoughts.
skin to skin, embrace this.

scribble scrabble let your body babble
let desire suck you in.

take and be taken.
shake and be shaken.

lust, love, love lust, lust love.

don't be afraid to try something new, unfamiliar.
try her out. try him out.
do everything you want, reality to fantasy.
& respect.

i am beauty, my body is beautiful.
let me fill you up, feel what this is like.

stuff me up & blow my mind.

You know what makes my day?

New bands. New music. Exercise. Hearing from friends I haven't talked to in a while. Invites. Offers. Compliments. Sunshine and hot days. Getting an early jumpstart in the morning. Learning something useful. Cutting my hair. Cleaning my room/car. Capturing a great photo. Writing or drawing something nice. Getting calls instead of texts. Enthusiasm. When my mom and dad talk to me as equals. When friends come over to my house. Being smiled at. Not needing anything. Learning new words. Being asked to do something I love. Getting ideas. Feeling thin, fit, and healthy. Waking up after a full nights sleep. Waking up refreshed.

Fantasy

A fantasy is something so mystical, so magical, so desired, yet.. so unreal? Something unreachable, only imaginable? But you have to ask yourself.. what IS real? Better asked, what is real to YOU? Everyone creates their own "reality". Fantasies can become YOUR reality if you believe it & make it happen. So fantasize away, create that magical world you've always dreamed of, & be prepared to live it.


(don't let your imagination go to waste.)

Candor

CANDOR: unstained purity; freedom from prejudice or malice; unreserved, honest, or sincere expression.


A Few Things To Work On:
1. Quit being shy//Be more verbally outgoing.
2. Be completely independent//completely responsible for my own well-being.
3. Set a career-path so I can live my life without making a huge stress over finances.
4. Keep my options open.
5. When I'm bored, read a book.
6. First thing in the morning, workout. Get a jump-start for the day so I won't slug around.
7. Respect my friends, & in turn they will respect me.
8. Dance freely.
9. Create an amazing portfolio of my favorite form of art: photography.
10. Believe in my family. Believe in my friends. Believe in myself.

10 Things I Like About Myself:
1. I smile with my eyes (my feelings/thoughts are written on my face).
2. I'm a good listener, great advice-giver.
3. I'm a deep thinker, a conscious individual.
4. I enjoy being active. I love new things.
5. I am completely honest, no matter what.
6. I absorb energies.
7. I like to create just about anything.
8. I'm poetic at heart, spiritual, & open minded.
9. I live understanding the message of the yin-yang.
10. I am limitless.